Miracle through Lyrical Change

This could be the Death of Me,

I have No Regrets though,

I'm living this life to be Uncomfortable, while I'm running this Rat Race,

Vendetta,

A score to settle with myself,

But I’ll keep it 100 with you, 

I Give My All in this life,

Viva La Misfit!

Misunderstood outcasts igniting our nights,

Like Sky Lanterns, 

We live, we shine, we love,

Called to Raise the Bar with the Real Ones and the Fighters,

We Press Harder against all adz, 

Either a team or solo,

despite the looks they give us,

Sideways, 

Or call us Crae,

I've still got a cabin in Manolo,

but it seems like all the Pressure is pushing me back,

I'm Still Bleeding inside from those moments I played myself,

Started acting Cocky only to become the Kamikaze,

hurting myself keeling over constant unnecessary false pleasures killing me,

When I thought she was the one, 

From the way she had my heart beating like an 808,

But Ta-da, she wasn't Ms. Right,

Left me hanging as I did myself wrong,

Or when my mind was Trippen and became a Battlefield of bad thoughts and even worst decisions,

A constant Tug of War over my sanity,

It'd be a lie if I said, I Wouldn't Know of my own vanity,

Wake Up, I told myself,

Wait, I cautioned myself,

I had to Face It, I gripped reality and got ahold of myself,

I'm a Broken man who's a living Contradiction,

Who's Walking Shoes lead him to Never Land,

It Is What It Is though, 

Dear, Mr. Christian...,

I guess I'm the bad guy, the villain,

My own ultimate foe,

Save Me from myself, I pray, 

Have Mercy on my soul,

Drowning in my sins and dwelling in my self-satisfactions,

I want Freedom from my past,

I need Power over my present,

I ask for protection and sense of direction for my future,

Yet, His Love is Always & Forever, 

His Grace knows no bounds, 

Rich Forever,

Blessings on blessings on blessings, 

Now I live my life sorta like a Coogi Sweater,

He saw the best and told me to Be Me,

Took my mentality on a Trip, 360°,

Shook me like an Earthquake,

Then made me an Anomaly,

He gives me strength to Rise,

Undefeated, 

Sweet Victory.

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