HONEST MOMENT #2: WORTHLESS

 i’ve tried to hang on to 

a moment to make me feel 

something inside

but only found disappointment

that ate me alive

faked every smile that i have

ever shown

just to avoid the questions

and spare everyone the burden

of having to know

went out of my way

just to remain a captive

debilitated by my sin

making choices i’d soon

regret to have wanted

i should probably talk to 

somebody, no?

it makes it easier to hide

than to reveal my life to nobody

i relapsed out of desperation

only coming to the realization 

that what i sought was a

beautiful desire, but through

a futile sensation

i promised myself i’d never

settle for anything less than

the best

and that’s funny considering i feel…